It’s because of you,
That I can’t run away.

You hold me down,
Until I can barely breathe
And still, you don’t let me go.

Falling for you is a mistake,
Because I know you aren’t capable of loving me.

I could give you everything,
And I know you would not feel anything.

But every time I turn my back,
I can feel you coming after me.

I don’t even ask why you love watching me in pain.

My back is completely up against the wall
And I wonder how long I will stay like this for you.

I have given you every piece of me,
I have been patient,
Hoping you could give me even the smallest piece of you.

But you never have.
And now I cannot control all my emotions being released.

You have destroyed everything,
And I am left buried in the rubble.

I feel like I have nothing left.

I want to fix what is broken,
I want you to see so badly.

But I can’t make you see.
No matter how hard I try.

I’m disappointed.

This possibility, I don’t want to let go of.

I don’t want to leave you behind.