It’s because of you,
That I can’t run away.
You hold me down,
Until I can barely breathe
And still, you don’t let me go.
Falling for you is a mistake,
Because I know you aren’t capable of loving me.
I could give you everything,
And I know you would not feel anything.
But every time I turn my back,
I can feel you coming after me.
I don’t even ask why you love watching me in pain.
My back is completely up against the wall
And I wonder how long I will stay like this for you.
I have given you every piece of me,
I have been patient,
Hoping you could give me even the smallest piece of you.
But you never have.
And now I cannot control all my emotions being released.
You have destroyed everything,
And I am left buried in the rubble.
I feel like I have nothing left.
I want to fix what is broken,
I want you to see so badly.
But I can’t make you see.
No matter how hard I try.
This possibility, I don’t want to let go of.
I don’t want to leave you behind.