I’m a little late with posting this one… It was supposed to be released on Valentines Day, however, time has got the best of me.
I am a big believer in timing. I think you have to be patient, I think you have to believe that what is truly meant for you, will show itself in time.
While I wrote this, I started to question whether things ever really do align.
I had just moved to a new city and the connections I made forced our paths to cross and for the first time in my life, I thought time was finally on my side.
But as you will read, sometimes everything can seem perfect but you cannot force something that is not meant to be. Because as much as I believe that you will get everything you are meant for, I also believe that no matter how hard you fight the universe, it will never give you what is not meant for you.
I could not tell you about this specific moment,
I didn’t know how it happened.
I felt you,
Before I ever saw you.
You must have heard me that day.
You must have heard my heart,
When I could speak no words.
When I looked into your eyes for the first time,
I felt like I knew you in a million lifetimes.
I saw you before I saw anyone else.
It was this moment, this feeling.
That I knew I could never go without someone like you.
But, these are words left unsaid now. Words you will never get to hear.
I know I am too late.
Nothing can change what is. A love that does not belong to me; a space I cannot force myself to fit into.
And now I must live with that.
I must live with the fact that I met you at the wrong time.
I do believe you meet people for a reason. There are the ones that influence you, change you, and shape you.
The ones that teach you love, the ones that break every bad thing inside of you – those are rare.
It is love that stops you from being invisible. It is love that builds you.
I hope you are happy, I hope beneath everything you realize just how beautiful you are. I hope you realize you are more than everything you imagined yourself to be. I have always known, before you ever did.
There is a love inside of me that will always belong to you,
And now more than ever before, I believe. I believe in a love that you cannot put into words. A love that heals everything within you. A love you cannot possibly live without. I believe that I am getting close.
And despite the fact that I don’t want to let you go,
You showed me that love does exist.
Even when I thought it never could.